March 30, 2010 - Feeling down..

For the last couple of days I have been feeling pretty down and I just can't seem to shake it...

I am confused and don't understand what there is about me that makes someone want to hurt me.  I wish that I didn't feel so much...I wish that I could turn my heart to stone and not care..but I do, I care so much.  Too much for my own good.

I wish that I had someone else to count on besides myself.  I am a strong women but everyone needs someone to be there for them sometimes too, even me..

I am tired of smiling and pretending that I am so happy, when I am not to make someone else feel better and not have to worry.  I am tired of being the strong one all the time.  I take care of others all the time, who takes care of me?

I know that I am whining..lol  I am human too