Chronology of Thought

Mar. 29, 2010 - Wow

Well i finally got a message off him at 1pm telling me to leave and to make my way to the place we had agreed to meet. Lol the next hour was spent panicking and fidgeting and texting.

Him. Ready or not, here i come, will be 45 minutes.
Me. God i'm scared now. Just got on the metro. Hair like a scarecrow and white with fright.
Him My hair is wet from the shower so it should behave itself. Yay the suns coming out too
Me Your hair would look good even if it got mussed by the wind. Could kill for a drink, i've got a mouth like Ghandis flip flop.
Him Oh and you have no reason to be scared frightened. I want you to be yourself when we meet
Me That has helped a lot, thank you. I've relaxed a bit. I'm 3 stops away, gosh the journey has gone quickly.
Him I'm halfway there. Will be about 20 mins depending on traffic and stopping for passengers.
Him Kicking myself for forgetting my earphones for my music on my phone. I've always got them in my jacket but not today lol. sigh.
Me It's with all the rushing. I'm on a seat next to a memorial
Him Just coming up to Regent Center so 5 mins away.
Me Ok hope you know where i am cos i don't.
Him Good. I will be about 5 mins. See you soon.
Me Ok lol
Him I know exactly where you are. Won't be long. Stuck in traffic
Me Ok
Him Just got off bus. On my way to you now. 5 mins.

Must admit that i was a bit paranoid at this point, I did wonder if he was actually going to turn up. Those 5 mins seemed to last an eon. I kept twisting about on the bench to see if i could spot him approaching. I can't count how many times i dropped my phone or my bag because i was so nervous. Finally i saw him and just beamed at him, then i felt a bit shy so i turned away. He came right up to me and was about to sit down when i stopped him. A few minutes before, a seagull had took a huge dump on the seat and i didn't think he would appreciate it if i let him sit in it.

We moved to another bench and sat for a little while, chatting and smoking then he decided we should go to a pub. Off he strode, very fast and i struggled to keep up. Seems to be a dominant trait that, bloody fast walking. I have one speed, i call it trundle lol. The next 5 hours flew past. We talked, had a few drinks and then went for some food.

Next thing on the agenda was a visit to one of his friends. It was kind of weird as we made our way to the bus stop. Walking down a main street in newcastle, it was dark, the moon was out and there was a guy playing a flute. It just made it totally surreal. After much faffing about we finally made it to his friends house and ended up staying the night. I found that soooooo frustrating. During the day we had kissed briefly but i wanted more. I wanted to be alone with him, i wanted to know what it would feel like to be kissed properly and to feel him touching my skin. I couldn't stop thinking about it the entire evening. I realy wanted him to rip my clothes off and to fuck me senseless.

It was such an amazing feeling to lie naked next to my Master when we eventually got to bed. I had no clue what would happen if anything but he did kiss me deeply.....finally.

We left the next day and i went back to his home and once again stayed the night. Bloody hell it was hard to leave the next day. I stared at him for as long as i could as the bus pulled away. Wondering if i would see him again and if so..when? The journey home was horrible, i was so happy and yet very sad at the same time. My Master had given me concise directions on how to get from the bus station to the metro station but i wasn't paying full attention and i ended up getting lost in newcastle.It was dark and raining quite heavily but that wouldn't bother me normally, i would just brazen it out and ask someone to direct me but for some reason i couldn't do that. I felt very small and frightened and thats not something that i'm used to.

Anyway i did find my way home after about an hour of wandering and soon felt like my old self again once i knew where i was.

I haven't had much time to update this journal recently, so much has happened but i will make a renewed effort in future.

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