Mar. 27, 2010 - Glad i'm not jaded

Well after my outrageous forwardness in making first contact with a man, it's been decided that we are going to meet later on today. I'm nervous as hell especially because he's just told me that something came up and he would be late   I do understand why he couldn't break this appointment but it hasn't stopped me feeling like i'm back at the bottom of the food chain again. Thats just me though, my problem and i'll get over it.

I'm not jaded, i still believe in people and will always try to look on the bright side. There is a bright side because we we're up til god knows what time chatting and i slept in so at least now i can relax in the bath and take my time getting ready.

I wish the stupid birds would shut up. They're getting right on my nerves and so is she next door with her frigging hoover. And him on the other side, i'm sure he's having an affair with his wheelie bin cos he's forever wheeling it up and down his path. I dunno, i thought i was weird but obviously not.

Right i'm off, i don't know how much time i have.

Wish me luck